Bored to hell.

Nothing much, just feel like typing a few words in here. That's all. Bye.

LOLLLLLL.

M stands for moviess.

Watched this yesterday with Li Kuan. Really really a good movie which you guys shouldn't miss out on. It's directed by the director of Titanic and I'm so regret that I didn't watch the 3D version. =((

ANDDD,

I'm going to watch this tomorrow! =DD. Can't wait until the Chipettes sing Single Ladies (Put A Ring On It) by Beyoncé. I'm sure the people will all burst into laughter! xDD

Anyway, I'm here to wish you people, Merry Christmas! O come all ye faithful~~ Joyful and triumph~~ xDD. Chao!

We, the bunch of lamers.

Look at these two photos:

ME!

ZO EEEEE!

Guess what's that?? Looks familiar, right? AHAAA!! It's part from the CONGKAK! LOLLL. And we named it as xiu ha ha~~ Which means Laugh 'haha' in Cantonese. xDD. How lifeless can we really be huh? x))

That's what we people usually do when we have our break. LOLLLLL. We are the kings and queens of lame asses! XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Might be the possible.

Found something really made me feel like, "SWEEEEEAATTT" in Carolynn's blog. Check it out!

http://carolynn-kzy.blogspot.com/2009/12/impossible.html

So, the conclusion of the whole movie is, Bella is always ALONE! xDD

Be thankful and grateful.

To people who worried about me,

I am really fine now. Don't worry about me and please don't come and ask me what happened one by one. =.= I don't know how many times I've explained to you guys. xD

RM50 may be a big amount. But if this amount could make me learn the lesson, it really worths it. Ain't it? =)

Fall without wings.

I really am super upset now. I've met some obstacles in my work. Today, I short money. Altogether RM50 and it's not a small amount to me. I have to work one day+ to get that amount.

I also don't know why I will short money. Maybe I was blur. Nope, it's not maybe, it really means it, I was blur. A little careless could really make people fall from the peak of the mountain to somewhere really really deep.

That's still fine. Something even worse happened. I accidentally broke my customer's mirror which costed RM159. Luckily he claimed back from customer service. If not, my whole week salary will be seriously gone in the blink of an eye.

The thing that really makes me feel sad now is also part from my father. I don't know why. Whenever I see him willing to fetch me to work and fetch me back from work, I will have a weird feeling, which is sad. I don't really want to see him working so hard just for me. Don't you think a child who makes his parent working so damn freaking hard just for his child, is so damn freaking asshole useless? And tonight, when he came to fetch me back, I told him everything. What he did was not scolding, but advicing me in a nice way, which made me feel even worse. If he would scold me, or even yell at me, I think I would feel better. And that also made me feel that I'm so freaking useless.

Dad, I promise that I won't make the same mistake ever again. I will not allow myself to do that as I can't afford to see you feeling sad about your son again, I swear.

Start crying your heart out.

Aha. Suddenly feel like blogging. SOOOOOOOO, how are my fans doing lately? xD. It's been a while since I really had the mood to blog. Don't blame me laaa. I'm busy working ok? XDXD

I am really so bored right now. I'm so regret that I caught up with the latest episode of Bleach in such a short time. CAUSE I NEED TO WAIT A WEEK TO WATCH THE NEXT EPISODE! Zzzz. Bleach really rocks la. Best-est anime ever! xDDD

I've downloaded whole bunch of new songs but I had no time to listen. Susan Boyle's album, and so does Leone Lewis's, as well as Boys Like Girls'. HAIZZ, what to do? WORKING mah! xDD. And yeah, I'm starting to like my work, as long as I don't short my money. If not... We'll see. x) All the staffs over there are so friendly. Even though we're all different races, but we can bullshit and talk crap without hesitating. ONE MALAYSIA! XDDD

But sometimes, you'll meet some irritating customers. Like there was once I met one. DAMN FREAKING IRRITATING AND ANNOYING. That customer, wanted to stapler his receipts, but I couldn't find any, so I wanted to borrow from the other counter. Mana tau this particular customer gave me respond like, "Eh, don't be so dumb can or not? Just use your tape la. Next time be more observant and clever a bit can or not?" DAMN HIMM. That fat ass customer. Who the hell he think he was? THE KING OF THE WORLD?! EAT SHIT. Somemore he is an old fart uncle. Old man comes here shopping for what? GO BACK HOME DRINK YOUR TEA LA! Damnit.

And there was a customer, who was asking for plastic bags. Because now we don't provide any more plastic bags, in order to save the environment. If want, have to purchase each 20 cents. And that WOMAN, asked why do we charge. So I explained to her, TO SAVE THE ENVIRONMENT. And she was like, "What save the environment?! If you are really saving the environment, you shouldn't have charged us for plastic bags!" And she kept on mumble here and there. ZZZZZZZZ. Eh woman, use your common sense can or not? If we don't charge for plastic bags, do you think people like YOU, will ever bring their own recycle bags? Definitely NO! They will keep on taking and taking and the world will be crowded with plastic bags. YOU don't have a little sense of saving a few more turtles doesn't mean OTHER PEOPLE won't have that kind of realization.

Haiz.. Finally I've post all my anger and frustration towards my customers through here. I really hope that people will start to love the environment, as we can really see that our planet is really really getting polluted now. SO PEOPLE, starting to take the small action like bring your own recycle bags whenever you go shopping will REALLY help to save a few more trees. I guess you people also don't really want to see our next generations won't be able to feel the freshness of the trees, right?

One of my loves.

I really am super bored now. In order to kill the bore dorm, I came up an insane idea. From last year till today, I've collected a few cinema tickets and now, I am going to post them all out! xDD

2008
01 Dan In Real Life
02 The Spiderwick Chronicles
03 The Water Horse: Legend Of The Deep
04 What Happens In Vegas
05 Iron Man
06 The Chronicles Of Narnia: Prince Caspian
07 Superhero Movie
08 Journey To The Center Of The Earth
09 Money Not Enough 2
10 Disaster Movie
11 High School Musical 3: Senior Year Cast
12 Boys Over Flowers
13 10 Promises To My Dog
14 Doraemon: The New Nobita's Great Adventure Into The Underworld
15 Beverly Hills Chihuahua

2009
01 Inkheart
02 The Wedding Game
03 Dragonball Evolution
04 Race To The Witch Mountain
05 X-Men Origins: Wolverine
06 Monsters Vs. Aliens
07 Night At The Museum 2
08 Terminator Salvation
09 Ice Age: Dawn Of The Dinosaurs
10 Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen
11 Laughing Gor: Turning Point
12 Where Got Ghost
13 G-Force (3D)
14 Tsunami At Haeundae
15 The Ugly Truth
16 Sorority Row
17 Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs (3D)
18 Jennifer's Body
19 Doraemon: Nobita And The Green Giant Legend
20 Poker King
21 2012
22 A Christmas Carol (3D)
23 The Twilight Saga: New Moon

Total movie tickets: 15 + 23 = 38

xDDDDDDDD

Every truth reveals the lies.

If that's not what you're looking for,

Nice knowing you but there's the door!

So, for the one I'm talking about, JUST GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE.

Mind tester.

OK, time for some tests! =D

There is a very, very tall coconut tree and there are 4 animals: a LION, a CHIMP, a GIRAFFE and a SQUIRREL.

They decide to compete to see who is the fastest to get a banana off the tree. Who do you guess will win? Your answer will deflect your personality.

So think carefully. Try and answer within 30 seconds. Got your answer?

Now scroll down to see the analysis.

If your answer is...

LION = YOU'RE DULL

CHIMPANZEE = YOU'RE DENSE

GIRAFFE = YOU'RE A COMPLETE MORON

SQUIRREL = YOU'RE HOPELESS

A COCONUT TREE DOESN'T HAVE BANANAS. xD

Miss me when I'm gone.

Lacking of updates lately. Been busying working WHOLE day long. xD. And yea, today I'm off with my work. FINALLY! I've been working for 7 days NON STOP. How tiring is that?

I'm totally wrong, by always thought that being a cashier is as easy as doing Standard 1 Maths. It's NOT easy at all! And everytime you have to worry that you might short money. But I've never short, how lucky. xD And there was one time I excess 1.2k. Kena scold by supervisor. LOL.

That's all la. I am so lazy to update now.

Anger comes with frustration.

Just now I did something that I think really hurt my father's feeling.. Just now, when my sister came in my room and asked me whether I want to eat something or not, I said no. Then, my father went off and bought some food for my sister.

So, when he came back, he knocked my door and said he bought some extra food for me and asked me to come out and eat. And I was like screaming loudly at the door, "I SAID I DON'T WANT ANY, WHY DID YOU BUY?!?!".. And he just kept quiet and went off...

I'm sorry, dad. I don't know why I was so angry just now. Maybe I'm getting sick and frustrated of my job. I won't make the same mistake anymore. I promise.

This song is my sorry.

Notice me

Take my hand

Why are we

Strangers when

Our love is strong

Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you, baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess I need you, baby

I may believe

That you are here

It's the only way I see clear

What have I done

You seem to move uneasy

And everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you, baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, you're haunting me

I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain

Please forgive me

My weakness caused you pain

And this song is my sorry

At night I pray

But soon your face will fade away

Everytime I try to fly

I fall without my wings

I feel so small

I guess I need you, baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, you're haunting me

I guess I need you, baby

-Everytime, Britney Spears

So far the best song from her. Even though it's kinda old, but it's meaningful and it's nice. Better than WOMANIZER WOMAN WOMANIZER OH! WOMANIZER OH! xDDD

Who am I living for?

You took me for granted

I don't understand it

While looking for answers

I came up empty handed

But don't worry about me

Cause I'm stronger than you think

And I know it's a blessing

I came up empty handed

-Kelly Clarkson

_______________________________________________________________

Boring days. I've been sitting in front of my computer for hours. Mom has been asking me to sleep as I'm going to school tomorrow and straight away go for work after that but I just don't feel like doing it. I'm not tired, but my eyelids just won't stop falling. I'm not tired, but my mouth just won't stop yawning.

Am I living a meaningful life? Or instead, a meaningless life? What I've done in these 16 years? Did they just flow by without me noticing them? -Questions do really exist.

Let's have the time of our lives!

I am truly sorry about the lack of updates! I just had no mood, that's all. xD! And I can feel that this is going to be a short one too. =P

Well, I'll be working at IKEA as a cashier from next Monday onwards! YEAHH! FINALLY!! In these few days, I've been doing nothing but eat, sleep, online. HOW LIFELESS!?!?! And I think that manager should be a nice woman. xDD. By the way, laterrr I'm going to uptown to eat ice-cream! LOL. Random kan? Don't care la, as long as got people belanja me. =D

I can't wait to watch 2012! SERIOUSSS. This is going to be a super duper nice one! Those who watched The Day After Tomorrow and Independence Day, you can really judge that 2012 is another awesome movie directed by... SOMEONE! LOL

Aha, I need to stick my eyes to BLEACH already. ANOTHER AWESOME MOVIE. Opps.. I meant Anime. xD. I'm already at Episode 193. Fast lehh.. And I can't imagine that Nel is such a pretty lady as she always annoys me when she was still a child. LOL! Itsygoooo~~ XDXD

OKOK, that's all for now. Good the bye!

Happie birthday!

HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY, LIL' SIS!

8 years old already la.. Don't always make me scold you la.. Must sang sang seng seng already. xD

Cigarettes hater.

Just now saw my childhood friend smoked. I felt kinda sad for him. Is smoking really that cool? Is smoking really that FUN? I don't understand why. Why do people who smoke always give excuses like, "I'm addicted to it", "It's cool. Don't you think so?". C'mon. If you want to smoke, go smoke in a corner where nobody is around and don't smoke in front of those who doesn't smoke. You want to die by getting lung cancer doesn't mean other people want to die. Want die, get lost and die at a corner silently where nobody will notices you.

Those who smokes, is no one but a fool. A fool who doesn't appreciate his own life.

Lucky or unlucky?

The All-American Rejects' LIVE concert, one word, AWESOME!! But they made us wait for them for about 3 HOURS+! Kinda angry at them and so do all the other fans. Before they appeared, there were some local band, Pop Shuvit and don't know what One Buck Shot. The songs that they sang were all ROCK! Damn noisy. Zzzz. Somemore plus all the stupid a**hole Malay guys, keep dancing and shaking their head. Where the hell they think they were? Disco? Pub? Just SHUT THE F*CK UP and GET LOST LA!!! Stepped on me and pushed me for thousands of times. Shit them. And I really hate Malays now. I am not racist. But their attitudes and behaviors.. SPEECHLESS! They even smoke in front of the thousands+ people. F*ck them man.. I hate people who smoke especially smoke in front of me. They were really acting like a**holes, can't they just learn to be more CULTURED!?! Those f*cking annoying dumb asses.

Finally, at about 9.30pm, AAR finally appeared. The lead singer, Tyson, was wearing some thingy on his head and he looked cool with it! =DD The first song they sang was MOVE ALONG! All the fans started to become high. LOL. All jumped here and there, singing out loud while me and Chun Ho kept letting them to step on our feet. =.= Nevermind la, worth it. xD. They sang quite a number of songs, about 10+ I think. All from their current and previous albums. When they sang the last song, Gives You Hell, all of us, even myself started to dance like sakai. XDXD. They really ROCK the concert la! Most of the fans were out of control and did things like: Sit on others' shoulders like sakais, dance like sakais, scream like sakais, and throw things like sakais. LOL. And this really showed how HIGH the concert was. xD By the way, Tyson looked a bit erm.. gay. LOL. I don't know whether is he acting to be gay or he is naturally like that. His movement and his voice when he talked, not sing, was quite gay.. LOL. AIYAA WHO CARES LA RIGHT?? xD So, no offence! =)

THENN, after the concert, me and Chun Ho took LRT back. Firssst, we took the STAR LRT to Tasik Selatan and from there, we WANTED to take KTM to KL Sentral and then head back to KJ LRT Station. But then, the counter was closed, cause it was already 12am+. So then, we used the stupid machine to buy tickets and it didn't work! The machine SPOILED! It won't accept any notes except coins. ZZZ. Then, got one guard came up and told us that the last shift of train was going to reach soon. So we were so nervous! LOL. Finally it was our turn, so we just threw all the coins inside and I think we threw coins more than enough, but who cares la. As long as we got our tickets. The moment we got our tickets, the train finally came. AND WE RAANN TO THE KTM and the door was about to close but we were able to get in and we THOUGHT we were so lucky.

Mana tau.. the train was going to the opposite side, which mean we took the WRONG KTM. We were supposed to take the KTM which was heading to KL Sentral, but we ended up taking the KTM which was going to Serdang and all the way to Seremban. lolllll. No choice, so we quickly went down from the KTM at Serdang and took Taxi back to KL Sentral and it costed RM35! Expensive daooo... ZZZZ. But no choice lor, if not we had to sleep beside the street already. xD. Then, when we reached KL Sentral, Chun Ho called his mom to pick us up and my father came to his house to pick me. Luckily we were able to reach home. And surprisingly, my father didn't even scold me. xD

After that, showered and got myself on the bed. Meaningful day huh?

I wanna, I wanna, I wanna.

YEAH YEAH YEAH!!! Finally I've watched Jennifer's Body!! DAMN SCARYYYY and a bit perverted. xD. The way Megan Fox eats up boys is so disgusting. LOL. After eating boys, she'll vomit out some disgusting thingy out. Yucks! But still, she is still as hot as she always is. xDD

Then, later I'm going for The All-American Rejects' concert with Chun Ho and Chun Giap! Nyek3~~ Can't waittt. Even though I'm not a big fan of theirs, but, I still love some of their songs, such as: Gives You Hell, I Wanna, The Wind Blows, Mona Lisa (When The World Comes Down), Move Along and Dirty Little Secret. =D

Today I'm supposed to have my jogging at Kiara Park. But it was raining this morning, so we terpaksa to cancel our plan. =( Hopefully today's jogging will replace to tomorrow. xD

One minute goes fast.

ADD MATHS WAS A TOTAL FAILURE! xD. Hard like tahi's. Paper 2 was okay, paper 1.. I'm totally speechless now. Just pray that I won't fail. LOL. And that is the result of not paying attention in class and not practicing doing questions everyday. xD

Tomorrow is my last day. I mean last day of having exam! WOHOOO! Then I'm confirmed going to watch Jennifer's Body! =DD Can't wait any longer!!! MEGAN~~~ HERE I COME~~~~~ xDxD

Nothing much to write already la. So, that's all for today. =D

She doesn't wolf.

There's a she wolf in your closet~ Open up and set her free~~ Ah wu~~~ xD. Don't you think that this song is kinda weird? And yet, there are still a lot of people love this song. LOL

Today, as I said, double killed: Sejarahsss. Managed to answer la. Hopefully I will be able to get an A2, or even A1! I'm very satisfied with my performance today and yes, I'm confident! =D But, when it comes to Add Maths, which is the paper that I'm going to take tomorrow, I have no confidence at all. My target is just to pass. 40 marks can make me super happy already. LOL

Then Friday, Physics and Biology paper 3. THENNN, GO WATCH MOVIE!!! After movie, come back home, have dinner and my celebration with my friends. After that, might going to play ping pong then go yam cha with my buddies. Nyekk3~~ Can't wait, can't wait! Especially JENNIFER'S BODYYYYYYYY.

Aha, need to get my room tidied up already, since I've been throwing papers all over the floor and tables as I was studying in these 2 weeks. XD

Just dance, gonna be okay.

Nothing much, just suddenly came out an idea of posting this,

"You die die also must remember!"

And that reminds me of my Chemistry tuition teacher. Aha, kinda miss her. =P

Was I the only one?

There was no parade;

No lights flashing;

No songs to sing along the way.

There was no parade;

No waves crashing;

There was no one else around for days.

Exam is just an useless a**hole.

I totally just screwed my papers. Those papers are freaking hell hard. Tomorrow I'm having Chemistry paper 1 and 2 and I don't know how am I going to be able to answer those questions. I AM SO SO WORRIED. Then Wednesday, double kill: Sejarah paper 1 and 2. LOL. Thursday, GG: Add Maths paper 1 and 2. =.=.. And 4B class's students are allowed to have their holiday one day earlier than us because they don't need to take Biology and Physics paper 3 on Friday. ZZZ!! If I knew this earlier, I swear I ain't gonna choose Science Stream. T__T

I can't stand it any longer. Exam is seriously haunting me every day and night. I need some relaxation, I need some room to breathe and I need to go for movies! JENNIFER'S BODY! Who is willing to watch with me? =) And I cannot stand my internet's speed. So damn freaking slow. It takes a year, or even a century to load one page. And I always can't view the webpage that I want. "The page cannot be found", over and over again. But when I use my bro's laptop to view the same page, it worked. Motherrrrr...

My brain is not functioning lately. So, goodbye.

If no one will listen.

Maybe no one told you there is strength in your tears

And so you fight to keep from pouring out

But what if you unlock the gate that keeps your secret soul?

Do you think that there's enough you might drown?

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak

If no one's left, standing after the bombs explode

If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are

I will be here, still

No one can tell you where you alone must go

There's no telling what you'll find there

And god I know the fear that eats away at your bones

Screaming every step, "just stay here"

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak

If no one's left, standing after the bombs explode

If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are

I will be here, still

If you find your fists are raw and red from beating yourself down

If your legs have given out under the weight

If you find that you've been settling for a world of gray

So you wouldn't have to face down your own hate

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak
If no one's left, standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are
I will be here, still

If no one will listen, if you decide to speak
If no one's left, standing after the bombs explode
If no one wants to look at you, for what you really are
I will be here, still

I will be here, still

- Kelly Clarkson

Meaningful and beautiful lyric, ain't it? =)

It's a long shot but I say why not?

Yo yo yo! Here I am today again! xD. I don't know what should I write for my opening for this post, so I'll just jump to the points, k? xD

Yea, today had Physics papers. Managed to answer but not all, just a few. PJK, not even a single question I know, HANTAM, since it's my passion! XD. Then tomorrow got Chinese paper 1 and Chemistry paper 3. Chinese ah, EASSSYY la! Write essay only mah~ Who doesn't know how to write a Chinese essay except Wen Ee? xD. Then Chemistry.. Takutnya I. Acids and Bases somemore. Hopefully Electrolysis and Empirical Formulae won't come out. If not, saya ni benar-benar mati kau kau. NO JOKES!

Going back hometown on this coming Saturday. Don't really feel like going but I have no other options for me to choose, do I? Well, we must always the positive ones. Once I get there, there will be no other distractions for me to study. I can study quietly in my room and feel the fresh air which only exists in the countryside. And that could also increase the efficiency of my brain to obtain knowledge from my thick-shit books. LOL.

Haizz..Chemistry.. Die die die. Nothing but die. How lifeless can it be to be a chemist? I don't know how the chemists survive with the stupid Chemistry thingy such as acids, alkaline, periodic table, salts and those stupid freaking hell long solution's name. ZZZ! I swear I ain't going to be a chemist when I grow up! If you see me become a chemist in the future, please come to me and get RM1000000000000000000000000 from me! I SWEAR I will give them to you. xD

Obsession to no end.

Oh shooooot! I am seriously going to fail my papers man.. Moral was okay, should be able to get an A, HOPEFULLY. Then English paper 2, okok la. Just the literature part, hantam only. xD Then today, had Maths paper 1 and 2. Paper 2 was ookay, managed to answer most questions. Buttt, when it comes to paper 1, I was dying in scratching my head off! SOOO damn many questions I didn't know how to do, just hantam all only. LOL. This Pn. Gan ah.. Always sets hard questions for us. Zzz..

Tomorrow going to have my Physics paper 1 and 2 as well as PJK. PJK, like people will care about it? SCREW IT ONLY LA! xD. And also Civics. I don't know why do we have to study Civics as we can really see that nowaday's teenagers have no a little sense of Civics in themselves, like me. LOL.

2 weeks of exammmm.. Faster end la! I couldn't stand it any longer la. Even though I still get to online, but still, pressures are still weighing on me! After the exam, nyek3~~ Plenty of things await for me to do! First of all, GO TO WATCH THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS' LIVE CONCERT AT BUKIT JALIL! WAKAKA!! OH! Before that, I forgot that right after exam that day, I'm planning to go for a movie! Hopefully it could be JENNIFER'S BODY! =DD Eh, don't give me that look la, please! I CAN'T seem to WAIT any longer!! MEGANNN FOXXX =D

Ohya, talked about Megan Fox. I've already set her sitting quietly in my desktop for days! I'll have her staring at me whenever I on my PC. I'll have her contact-in-eyes with me when I'm eating in front of my PC. I'll have her looking curiously at me when I'm doing my homework. I'll have her support with her charming eyes, lips, nose, eye browns, hair, THE ENTIRE LOOK when I'm studying. And yes, that is my obsession with Megan Fox. xD OWHH, how I wish you could be mine. =(

Wahh, now it's already 12 in the morning. So buh-bye la~~ xD

All you wanted was to be wanted.

Today had BM paper 1 and 2, hard like shits. lols. Hopefully I will get a credit for it. xP. Ok, now about English paper, quite easy, I think. LOL. I wrote about horror story. xD. Actually, it's not that horror la, erm..How to say ah? Whatever la, since I'm so lazy to write about it.

Tomorrow I'll have my Moral test and English paper 2. English I think should be okay, just that the literature part, please pray that I won't forget the stories. xD. MORALL!! 36 nilais, but I managed to memorize them all before I got my ass sitting in front of the computer. xD. Hopefully I won't forget too.

My Facebook is so damn freaking slow. It took up forever for it to load just for one page and that is the speed of my internet connection. Zzz.. Well, I think I should get myself prepared for tomorrow's exam. So, wish me all the best ya!

By the way, this is a random shit. Just ignore it. xD

Words from heart.

Ah Phy,

谢谢你刚才的那番话，我现在的心情好多了。我发现你已经改变了许多。从以前认识你到现在，我发觉你真的改变了不少。以前的任性、孩子气、野蛮, 都慢慢地从你身边消失了，真的。所以呢，你也要加油喔！不要每次跟妈妈吵架，毕竟妈妈只有那么的一个，要好好珍惜她，知道吗？=)

It's not that sensitive, after all.

Okok. This should be a sensitive one. If you're under 18, please close this window IMMEDIATELY. And please do put Dettol in your eyes after seeing this cause they'll be polluted by the words you're going to read really soon. LOL. Nah.. I'm just bullshitting. It's not that sensitive actually. I was just being insane, in a way. xD

Just now, my friend told me something really made me feel like 'Wow!'. xD. Okok, there is this GUY, who confessed to my friend, who is a GUY too! And yes, that guy is gay, but NOT my friend, he is a STRAIGHT man. xD. That guy even post in his blog, saying that he is gay and he already told my friend that he is gay. But my friend is an open-minded guy, he can accept gay by being friends with him, but NOT more than that and so am I. LOL.

My friend was so so so worried. And I told him just let him be cause you can't stop someone from loving you even if he is gay right? LOL. I did tell him that I can accept gays too, as long as they don't get in my way. My friend even worse, he said that if that guy's acting obviously, he will harm gays. xDD

So so so, we both were actually talking about that issue and I was teasing him all the way. xD. So, I guess my friend can't stand it any longer and said something like this, "He needs some hot guys now, so don't make me introduce him to you". Then I was like, "I ain't hot". "You ok la", he replied. XD. WOW! But too bad la, I am a STRAIGHT guy too. xD So, to those hot young ladies over there, don't hesitate to chase after me. LOL!! By the way, I'm just joking. xD

One minute it's 'love'.

Don't try to explain your mind

I know what's happening here

One minute it's love and suddenly it's like a battlefield

One word turns into a

Why is it the smallest thing that tear us down?

My world's nothing when you don't

I'm not here without a shield

Can't go back now

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing

Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

Why we gotta fall for it now?

I never meant to start a war

You know I never wanna hurt you

Don't even know what we're fighting for

Why does love always feel like a battlefield?

A battlefield, a battlefield

Why does love always feel like a battlefield?

A battlefield, a battlefield

Why does love always feel like

Can't swallow our pride

Neither of us wanna raise that flag, mhmm

If we can't surrender then we both gonna lose what we had

Oh no

Both hands tied behind my back with nothing (Nothing)
Oh no, these times when we climb so fast to fall again

I don't wanna fall for it now

I never meant to start a war
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield, a battlefield
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor (Get your armor)
Get your armor (Get your armor)

I guess you better go and get your armor (Get your armor)

Get your armor (Get your armor)

I guess you better go and get your

We could pretend that we are friends tonight, ohh

And in the morning we'll wake up and be alright

'Cause baby we don't have to fight

And I don't want this love to feel like a battlefield (Ohh)

A battlefield (Ohh), a battlefield (Ohh)

Why does love always feel like a battlefield? (Ohh)

A battlefield (Ohh), a battlefield (Ohh)

I guess you better go and get your armor

I never meant to start a war (Start a war)
You know I never wanna hurt you
Don't even know what we're fighting for (What we're fighting for?)
Why does love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield, a battlefield
Why this love always feel like a battlefield?
A battlefield, a battlefield

I guess you better go and get your armor (Get your armor)

Get your armor (Get your armor)

I guess you better go and get your armor (Get your armor)

Get your armor (Get your armor)

Why does love always feel like

Ohhh, why does love always like

A battlefield, a battlefield, ohhhh

I never meant, to start a war

Don't even know, what we're fighting for

I never meant, to start a war

Don't even know, what we're fighting for

Ohh, yeah

-Jordin Sparks

One, twenty one guns.

I'm really not in the mood now. I don't know why but everything seems like just pissing me off, even myself. So, don't ever try to get in my nerve, unless you want me to start a war with you.

Broken-hearted boy.

You're everything I thought you never were

And nothing like I thought you could have been

But still, you live inside of me, so tell me how is that?

You're the only one I wish I could forget

The only one I love to not forgive

And though you break my heart, you're the only one

And though there are times when I hate you

'Cause I can't erase

The times that you hurt me and put tears on my face

And even now, while I hate you, it pains me to say

I know I'll be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna take a breath without you, babe

I don't wanna play that part

I know that I love you, but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't wanna play the broken-hearted boy

No, no, no broken-hearted boy

I'm no broken-hearted boy

There's something that I feel I need to say

But up til' now I've always been afraid

That you would never come around

And still I wanna put this out

You say you've got the most respect for me

But sometimes I feel you're not deserving of me

And still, you're in my heart

But you're the only one

And yes, there are times when I hate you, but I don't complain

'Cause I've been afraid that you would walk away

Oh, but now I don't hate you

I'm happy to say

That I will be there at the end of the day

I don't wanna be without you, babe

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna take a breath without you, baby

I don't wanna play that part

I know that I love you, but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't wanna play the broken-hearted boy

No, no, no broken-hearted boy

Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be, ooh

I'm living in a world that's all about you and me, yeah

Ain't gotta be afraid, my broken heart is free

To spread my wings and fly away

Away with you

I don't wanna be without my baby

I don't want a broken heart

Don't wanna take a breath without my baby

I don't wanna play that part

I know that I love you, but let me just say

I don't wanna love you in no kind of way, no no

I don't want a broken heart

I don't wanna play the broken-hearted boy

No, no, no broken-hearted boy

Broken-hearted boy

No broken-hearted boy

-Beyoncé

I mean.. YES!

I am going to watch this really really soon!

CLOUDY with a chance of MEAT BALLS! (3D)

Watching this with my family tonight at 8pm! Can't wait~ xD

Let's celebrate! ...NOT!

Exam is not even starting yet and here I am thinking about the celebration after the exam. LOL. I would like to go for a movie! I MEAN A FEW MOVIESSS. Arghhh, there are so many freaking hell movies that I want to watch:

MEAT BALLS!

Twilight Saga: New Moon!

2012

A Christmas Carol

Doraemon: Nobita & The Green Giant Legend

Where The Wild Things Are

And the MOOOOOSST WANTED!!

JENNIFER'S BODDYYYY

Oh yeah baby! MEGAN FOXXXXXXXX! =DD

Exams are useless, aren't they?

Holiday is coming to an end. OH NOOOOO!! Which means exam is stepping even closer to us. NOOOOOO! Mr. Exam, please don't come to us that fast, I haven't get prepared yet. Not even a single paper! T__T

HAIIZZZ.. In this 4-days holiday, I've been doing nothing but eat, sleep, play. =( What happened to the old me who used to be so hardworking?? WHERE DID YOU GO?!?! THE TRUE JASON SIOW SHI YUAN!!! LOL. And yes, I'm being crazy again. XD

I really really really truly hope that I won't fail in any subject in this final exam. Physics, Chemistry, Add Maths. These are the subjects that I most likely will fail. Hopefully I will pass, especially Chemistry. ARGGHH, I'm kind of jealous of the PMR-ians cause they just finished their PMR today, which means we are going to start our exam very very soon. =((

Te Amo, doesn't mean I love you.

Now it's 2.15 in the morning. Everyone in the house is already sleeping. But still, I'm stuck here, doing nothing but waiting for time to pass. Guess I'll off to Bleach soon. I'm already at episode 110. Fast?

I'm listening to Rihanna's Te Amo, for an uncountable time. I don't know why but my mood is kinda into this song. For your information, Te Amo means 'I love you' in Spanish but in the song, Rihanna kept singing that it doesn't mean 'I love you' and I wonder why.

I really have no mood in doing anything now. I don't even feel like blogging but my fingers just won't stop typing out all the words. I guess I really need some sleep now, so, wish me that I'll have a really sweet dream.

Life's a game but it's not fair.

Woke up damn late today, 12.40pm! If Thomas didn't call me to play ping pong, I think I won't be able to wake up by 2pm. xD. Hmm, after that, I only realized the message the he sent to me earlier. So, quickly get up, wash up and had my brunch. =D

Then, went to play ping pong at Tadika Yuk Chai which located near my house, just a few walks away. Saw Thomas, Zhi Xuan (Sorry, I don't know how to spell his name), Yong An and his sifu, Ah Loong kor. XD Yong An has improved a lot in playing ping pong and so do I! I really hope someday I will be able to defeat my 'sifu-s', Chuns! xD Walau, I tell you ah. This Zhi Xuan only played a few times then he already can mastered the skills. But me? Played thousands of times but still macam ini. =.= So, it is true that those who has talent can play well in any game or sport. xD After that, the place was being crowded by the uncles and I played one round with an uncle! He was seriously damn good in it and he claimed himself as first timer. Zzz. He wanted to smash me but he didn't and I was able to cope up with it! =DD

Played until about 4pm, then Thomas and I walked back to my house. We studied together but I guess it didn't end up like what it should be. We were actually chating more than studying. LOL. And I kept singing She Wolf by Shakira cause Thomas said that this song is weird and I wanted to kacau him xP. Then, studied for about 2 hours and I fell asleep, same goes to Thomas. He slept on top of me. EHHHH, don't think too much ya. My bed is a double decker, OK? LOL. He was sleeping on the upper bed and I slept on the bottom bed. xD. Then, finally woke up and Thomas went to the basketball court cause they were having some kind of Mooncake Festival Celebration. lol. That festival passed for about 2 weeks already and now they only celebrate. =.=

Next, went Taman Megah pasar malam with my parents and sis. Before that, I called Chun Giap and asked him to come cause he's staying nearby. Mana tau, this guy ffk me. =.= The moment I get into my car, wanted to go back already, then he only sms-ed me, saying that he's not coming. Zzzz. Blah, who cares. By the way, I saw quite a number of people over there: Wei Siong and his younger brothers, Wei Yang and Wei Leong, 2 girls from our school wearing some uniform from some restaurant, guess that they just finished working. And also Lik Yung, my long lost contact friend xD, and also Jin Kan. I guess he can't remember who am I cause the moment I waved at him, he was giving a "Who the hell are you?" look. LOL! Then still got somemore friends but I can't really remember their names. After that, went back home and I get myself a dessert! =D

I won't be able to use my phone now. I wonder why. I guess my dad forgot to pay the bill or whatever. I can't even sms or call. =( OWWHHHH, please let me use my phone! I will die if i had to live without it. =(((((((((

Do you want love or you want fame?

I found one really funny album cover by Lady GaGa on wikipedia. Check it out!

THE FAME MONSTER!!

My first impression for this album was.. LAUGH OUT LOUD! She doesn't look scary and she doesn't look like a monster at all. =.= This is the deluxe 2 disc reissue of her current album, The Fame. This album will be released on 24th of November 2009.

Christmas from the heart.

The 7th season of American Idol's runner-up, David Archuleta is going to release his second studio album, Christmas from the Heart! And below is the album cover and track listing!

1 Joy To The World
2 Angels We Have Heard On High
3 O Come All Ye Faithful
4 Silent Night
5 The First Noel
6 O Holy Night
7 Have Yourself A Merry Little Christmas (feat. Charice Pempengco)
8 I'll Be Home For Christmas
9 Pat-A-Pan
10 What Child Is This
11 Riu Riu Chiu
12 Ave Maria
13 Melodies Of Christmas

This album is going to be released on 13th of October 2009. You all may pre-order this album from Amazon.com. So, make sure that you grab one for yourself! =D

I'm such a lazy ass.

I just have no mood to study, seriously. I wanted to study, but I just can't. My body just won't move to take those damn books. =( Furthermore, now I'm super tired and I wonder why.

Guess I'll start studying tomorrow. I won't give any excuses tomorrow, really. That is my promise and I swear it is!

Nerding season.

How's my new layout? I bet that it's better than last time's right? xD Don't even know why I will edit my blog. Guess that I'm too bored + not willing to study as exam is just around da corner! Next Thursday! OH SHOOT! I guess I should get nerding now. Tatas!

I want you to know.

Thomas,
I know why were you angry about just now. I know what they did to you was kinda rude. But, sometimes you might as well as need to stand at their point of view. If you were them, will you do the same thing as them? Open your heart and don't always think the worst, because if you do so, you will feel the worst as well. So, chill! =) I'm not good at playing it, too. So, YOU ARE NOT ALONE~ I AM HERE WITH YOU~~ Omg, that sounds so gay. XD

Tuntasnya, jangan letak perkara yang macam kacang putih ini di dalam hatimu. Because kalau kamu berbuat demikian, you'll be nobody but just being a sad human being. =)

I'ma gives you hell!

YEAH YEAH YEAH!! Finally I get to GET OUT from da house! I've been sleeping and sitting in front of my computer for hours! Thomas asked me to play ping pong at somewhere near my house with Chuns and Yong An! Okok, I should really go get myself prepared now. SEE YA!!

=DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

P/S: Chuns = Chun Ho & Chun Giap. xD

'Perfect' couldn't keep this love alive.

Sorority Row is freaking hell nice! And scary too. xD Okok, the story is aboutt... Hey wait! I'm not gonna tell you guys! Just go and watch it in a CINEMA but not some other's house! *You know who am I talking about. xP*

Today, in school, Bryan asked a very very cute question during Moral. Our Moral teacher, Pn. Rajesh was actually talking about oral sex. Thennn, this Bryan came out a question, which was "Teacher, what is oral sex?". Me, Wen Ee, Tiffany, Carolynn and Zo Ee were laughing our asses off! LOL. Then Pn. Rajesh said, "BRYAN! Don't tell me that you're that naive!". Suddenly, Wen Ee's voice appeared out of nowhere and said out loud, "Well, me and Jason will explain to you." What the hell?!?! Suddenly dragged me in. Zzz. Then, Pn. Rajesh was like, "Wow, seems like there's someone who would like to explain to you what is oral sex." And everyone was staring at me and Wen Ee.. DAMN! And that Wen Ee just kept quiet and laughed silently. So, I had no choice but to explain, "It's just a blow, and a job, in the same sentence." Then this NAIVE Bryan finally understand. =.=

Ohya! Everyone was asking me how was Sorority Row. So I told them, there are these few girls: Cassidy, Jessica, Ellie, Claire and MEGAN! But not Megan Fox. LOL! Megan was the first one who got killed by some guy and I was like, "WHY!?! Why must MEGAN died at the first place???". Then, this Wen Ee answered, "Because after she died, she'll be eating people in Jennifer's Body, so she has to die first." Lame answer but a good one, Wen Ee, which made all of us burst into laughter. xD

They share a killer secret.

I am going to watch THIS really really soon!!

SORORITY ROOOOOWW =D

HEHEHE. Heard that lots of people saying that this is AWESOME! Can't wait, can't wait! xD

Let the music play, you won't get away.

It's been a while since I've not been blogging about my school life. I bet you guys miss them right? XD Aiya.. Since you guys want me to blog about it so BADLY, I'll just post la. LOL

Today woke up at usual time, 6.30am, quite late huh? But to people like me, half an hour's time is enough for me to get prepared for school. Stepped into class, everyone was dying in sleepiness, excluding me! XD. So, while waiting for my friends to arrive, went emo at the corridor there. Actually wasn't that emo la, just looking around the school, *sambil boleh tengok lenglui* xD. Bell rang soon, went back class.

First and second period was erm.. English. Did a poem which titled "If". Ms. Foo kept saying the line "Time is unforgiving" and thanks to her, this line stucked at my head which quite irritated Wen Ee cause I was actually saying this in front of him all the time. LOL! Sorry Wen Ee! I just had nothing better to do. PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF YOU SEE THIS! xP. Well, next was double Add Maths. Talk about Add Maths, now I also got a bit beh song Pn. Hamidah. Today, we're supposed to have DOUBLE period of Add Maths only, mana tau she took another 2 periods from Pn. Gan, our Maths teacher cause she went for some courses, I think? And that's still fine to us. Tomorrow, we're not supposed to have Add Maths! But, she suddenly said tomorrow got double Add Maths, replacing Physics teacher, En. Azwar's periods, cause he has to go to other school for PMR thingy. THENNN, Thursday, this PN. HAMIDAH is taking 4 periods! Double Chemistry and double Maths. ZZZZ!!! Furthermore, Friday we got Add Maths, 2 periods! The whole class will be dying in doing Add Maths question man! And it's not different chapter you know! She's going to teach the SAME chapter which is Differenciation! What the... =.= So, from this week's Monday until Friday, we had 4 periods of Add Maths today, 8 more periods of Add Maths are still waiting for us. OHH MY GODDDDD! DIFFERENCIATION SOMEMORE!!! Please pray that I won't die in doing questions for Add Maths. LOL! Celaka punya teacher! @#$%^&*(

Next! RECESS!! WOHOOO! Finally can get the hell out from the class! Went koperasi as usual and I forgot that I gave my keys to Weng Shi. So, Kai Ting, Zo Ee and I were waiting for the arrival of keys. Lol. Then, Yoong Hui appeared with the keys and we went in duty. I think Yoong Hui has improved. Last time, he used to ponteng koperasi a lot and always come late. Today, he didn't ponteng and he didn't even come late, after kena scolding from me, lol. Good job, Yoong! Keep it up! =D And we thought Weng Shi ponteng-ed tugas with Swee Yan today. But they were actually at the office and helping students to photostat. Sorry, Weng Shi and Swee Yan. We didn't know about that. =(

Bell rang and went back class. Had Chemistry. I can't believe that I was actually studying Chemistry cause I brought along my SUCCESS. LOL. But that stupid Wen Ee and Jason Ng kept on distract me by talking to me. So didn't really look at the book. But at least I made the effort of reading it la, even though it didn't end up like what I expected. =P. Then had double Maths, as I said just now, teacher didn't come today and replaced by Add Maths. =.= Next! double Sejarah, didn't listen a single word she said. LOL. And yeah! We changed our Sejarah teacher today. I guess the previous one can't tahan our behaviours anymore. LOL. Whenever she teaches, nobody will listen to her, not even a word she said, except Kai Chun and Tor-Yvin. XDXD So, this new teacher I guess she will be like the previous one, sure beh tahan us wan. And that is the "advantage" of being in an A class. XD

Then bell rang! Went home instead of staying back for Physics' extra class. =P. Sorry la, I just can't stay any longer in school, since I've already slept in the class when Sejarah and that really showed how tired was I. Then, waited for dad to come and went back home and here I am! Watched one episode of Bleach, episode 91. Fast leh.. XD Currently, I'm blogging and listening to Paramore's latest album, Brand New Eyes! The songs are quite ok? If you're not the type of person who likes punk-rock music, I guarantee you won't like this album. lol.

Well, I guess I should get some sleep now. Oh! Before that, I won't be coming to school tomorrow due to PMR. Actually I'm self-ponteng-ing. Form 4 students are supposed to attend but quite a number of us won't be coming tomorrow. So who cares la. xP. And I'm going to watch Sorority Row with Zo Ee, her parents and maybe Carolynn will come with us. =D Exam is just around the corner and still we go out for movie. xD!! OKOK, I should stop typing now. So see ya'll! =)

Selfishness brings nothing but ignorance.

What the hell? Why the hell are YOU so freaking asshole selfish? Do YOU really like selling fish THAT MUCH?!!?! Is it really that IMPORTANT just to save the FEW CENTS message?!?! HOMYGOSH! Stop and change the attitude of yours la! It IRRITATES ME A LOT!!

Why I am always the stupid one to reply every single message that YOU sent while YOU did not even bother to REPLY mine? Last time, YOU used to sms me and asked me to chat with YOU cause YOU were bored and I did chat with YOU, like an asshole. What about now? EVERYTIME I ask YOU something urgent, YOU don't seem to give a damn on those messages.

I tell YOU now. I won't be so freaking hell stupid now to reply your messages, even if it's urgent! I don't care anymore and don't blame me for being so cruel cause YOU are the one who asked for it. THAT'S ALL!!

Friendship is what you need.

Today just received whole bunch of mooncakes at school! Thanks for the greetings and the messages that you guys gave me. I really appreciate it much! And below are the people who gave me mooncakes! =D

-Zo Ee
-Thomas
-Jia Jun
-Li Kuan
-Yen Nee
-Carolynn
-Christine
-Sarah
-Cheng Shye
-Kai Ding
-Kei
-Si Mun
-Mun Sin
-Chun Ho
-Chun Giap
-Yong An
-Desmond

Thanks a lot. Glad to have really really cool and great friends like you all. Love ya'll always. =)