I'm so unpredictable.

Hey people! =D How are you guys doing recently? Have you been missing me? Of course you have. No need to shy wan, just admit it! xD Anyway, this is going to be a reaaall short update about the recent me.

So yeah. Busy with school activities, have to deal with homework, SPM. But first of all, trial comes first. Haha. Hope that I won't fail any subject this time la, especially CHEMISTRY. xD. And I really beh tahan my class teacher now. Non-stop humiliating us. ZZZZ. Yala yala. I know that we always memalukan you la. You know why? Because you NEVER bothered teaching us, not even trying to communicate with us! So how are you expecting us to have such strong bond with you like Pn. Mastura? You said we were not doing anything for National Day and you blamed Izzat for that. Fine, we painted our class, we even PERFORMED during assembly today. SO WHO'S GOT THE BIG APPLAUSE FROM ALL THE STUDENTS AND TEACHERS HUH?!? NOT YOU, but US! So, SCREW YOU!

Well, nothing much la now. No more GaGa news recently. She just released a new song and it's LEAKED! Check it out. It's called Second Time Around and it's not so GaGa-ish though. xD

True me, finally.

Some people may do wrong in their lives. Some people may repeat their mistakes all the time. But it does not really matter to me anymore. I'm already feeling numb about the mistakes that people did to me. And why the hell am I supposed to be feeling sad about this? I have nothing to do with this issue, anyway.

I'm sorry but the person that you guys have seen recently was not a real me. Do you think that faking a smile and a laugh and acting REAAAAL NORMAL in front of everyone is EASY? No, it ain't. It HURTS me. Sometimes I even think that I'm an actor of my life who doesn't even have a real and true personality. So here I am, telling you that. I've had enough. I WILL SMILE FOR MYSELF, I WILL LIVE FOR MYSELF AND I WILL LOVE MYSELF MORE THAN ANYONE DOES. I am who I am and I will not be bothered by your words and thoughts.

So now, I'll smile for having the guts to let go of everything. =)

Faker face.

Tired of wearing a fake smile and a fake laugh on my face all the time.

Dilemma.

Why is everyone expecting something out from me? I don't want to be in the spotlight. I hate being in the spotlight. I just want to be an ordinary guy. A real ordinary one. People always give me the glaring-look when someone is expecting something from me and that look irritates and disgusts me. People jealous of me, envy me. But they don't know what I'm feeling inside is something which they can't expect to be felt like. It's hard to maintain everyone's expectations. I'm just a normal human being, after all. And I'm so sorry if this feeling of mine ever hurt anybody, especially the good friends around me. I'm tired, real tired of this non-stop drama. After all, I guess I just need some rest and that will do me good.

Thanks for reading and please don't come and ask me what happened. Thank you.

Baby, baby, baby... OUCH!

Watch this. Justin Bieber got hit by a bottle. And I'm feeling just like, =D.

Tiff, don't kill me if you see this. xD

A house is not a home.

I.. just don't want to stay at home. It doesn't feel like home. It feels more like a hotel, a stranger's house.

I'm sorry. You know that I love you. But I just can't hold it any longer.

Peacock, cock, cock!

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock! Your peacock, cock! LOL. A new song from Katy Perry, Peacock. This song is kind of sick and it annoys my friends as I keep annoy them by singing this over and over again. xD

Well, nothing to talk about actually. Just wanted to wish Jia Jun and Jason Ng, good luck in both of your driving tests and make sure you don't fail it twice like me. LOL. And also my PRECIOUS KAI TING. Good luck in your motorcycle test. =D Be sure to fetch me back with your coming-soon canggih scooter. xD!

Guess that's all ba. Kinda lazy to type now. Hahahaha. Bye. (:

To sir, with love.

I wonder why there is such teacher exists in our school. Yes, I know we've been acting rude to you. But why are you putting all the blame on us?

There are some teachers whom we really respect, like Pn. Zurani, or Pn. Mastura. Even some of the time they don't really teach or know how to teach, but still, we really respect them deep in our hearts. Why? Because they deserve it.

I don't understand why is it so hard to just not to humiliate us. You always say that we are such an embarrassment, compared to the other classes. And I know that you must be thinking that we are such a bunch of trashes because you think that we are being arrogant because of our better academic compared to the other classes. Yes, sometimes we are. But why can't you just take a look at our good sides and forget about the negative ones?

There are some teachers that I really RESPECT AND LOVE and I always treat them as my friend by joking around with them, asking them questions and stuff that a student usually does. So why can't you be one of them? You are a good teacher, only if you change your side of view on us. So please don't let it go to a waste.

Kill me in boredom.

Uh uh uh uh~~ uh uh~ uh uh uh~ xD. It's Alejandro. The starting part of it. xD Anyway, this is going to be a short update, since I know you guys want to know about my private life so eagerly. LOL.

So yeah, I'm busy with my life. That's all.

P/S: Don't whack me for posting such a lame post.

Superman with the wind in his bag.

Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

But that's alright because I like the way it hurts

Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

But that's alright because I love the way you lie

- Love the Way You Lie,

Rihanna

Darren Foo Guo Wei.

Damn! Isn't my nephew FREAKING CUTEEEE?!?! I just can't help it but keep staring at this photo! *I'm feeling like a pervert who's going to kidnap any cute babies anytime, anywhere*. LOL. And I swear, he's the cutest baby that I've ever seen in my entire lifetime!

Wisdom.

A person who's full of knowledge. Compared him to a person who's full of wisdom. Which one is more significant to you?

One may be very knowledgeable. But is knowledge really everything? Yes, it is. IF you know how to master or use it. One who has knowledge but no wisdom, everything that he says is just plainly a concept. As you can see people doing things which are against the law, like hacking. Are they knowledgeable? YES, they are. But they don't have wisdom cause they're doing things which are not meant to be done. So can you see the difference now?

I'm not trying to say that knowledge is useless. No. It's just that if one doesn't have the wisdom in doing things, his knowledge is just nothing but a concept, as I said. And please don't get me wrong. This post doesn't refer to anyone. It just came across my mind.

I like the way it hurts.

Watch it. Megan Fox is in it.

I have to admit, both Rihanna and Megan look REAL HOT HERE!

Somewhere over the rainbow.

Due to a strong desire of my friends', of reading a new post everyday from my blog (yea right!), so here I am, updating you everything about me. Alright, just a little part actually. xD

According to my previous posts, I believe that I've mentioned things about Bleach and there are 2 characters that I really ADMIRE, Hitsugaya Toushirou and Soi Fon. Don't worry, I'm not going to talk about that again, since there are some people out there who don't watch this awesome anime. xD So yeah, apparently I really got myself into this anime due to its awesomeness and flawless story-lining.

And.. SPM is really really drawing nearer and nearer. 3 months left and I'm still stuck here doing nothing but... nothing. =( Damn me. Can someone please gives me the strength to open up the damn books, especially Chemistry? I just can't help myself, as I'd rather waste my time doing nothing than revising them. What I need is just plainly MOTIVATION but I can't seem to motivate myself. Am I lacking of something? Tell me if you know, will you? =)

Jakuho Raikoben!

OH DAMN. Other than Hitsugaya, I also got myself into Soi Fon. Damn cool la her. The leader of the assassin squad and she has a DAMN COOL BANKAI! JAKUHO RAIKOBEN! xD

Alright. I'm done with that. LOL. Anyway, don't you guys think that nowaday's kids aren't like kids anymore? They're trying to act like adults and they think that it's so cool by doing that. They just don't know that they look stupid with that. Zzzz..

Helpless.

Do you know that my heart is bleeding?

Do you know how much it hurts?

Do you know how long it takes to heal?

Do you even know how it cries?

You'll never know.

I say, never.

I hate love.

You look at me like you always do

You don't have a clue
You smile at me, you hug me

But you don't know that I want you
You play with me, you flirt with me

You tell me all your secrets
I'm always the one you run to
But to you I'm just your friend

Don't say I love you
Don't say you need me
Don't say I trust you
My heart can't take it
Don't say you want me
Don't say you miss me

Don't hurt me
Don't say you love me

I try my best to rid these thoughts of you and I

It's so hard when you come to me
I fall back on my knees
I've learned to hate love
You kissed me on the cheek

You say you'd never make it without me
It's getting harder everyday
Please don't say to me

Don't say I love you
Don't say you need me
Don't say I trust you
My heart can't take it
Don't say you want me
Don't say you miss me
Don't hurt me
Don't say you love me

Don't say you love me
Don't say you love me
Don't say you love me
Don't say you love me
My heart can't take it
I love you so much
But you don't see me

I hate love

Don't say I love you
Don't say you need me
Don't say I trust you

Unless you mean it
Don't say you want me

Don't say you need me

Don't hurt me, no

Don't say I love you
Don't say you need me
Don't say I trust you
My heart can't take it
Don't say you want me
Don't say you miss me
Don't hurt me
Don't say you love me

Don't,
Kelly Clarkson

Sit upon the frozen heaven.

I'm MADLY in love with Hitsugaya Toushirou! I may sound wrong but I don't care. LOL! Why? There are tons of reasons that I can actually give:

1) He is freaking cool.
2) He has the coolest hairstyle ever.
3) He has a FREAKING DAMN COOL Zanpakutou.
4) He has the strongest ice-typed Zanpakutou in Soul Society.
5) He is the YOUNGEST captain.
6) He is not evil, unlike that bastard Aizen. LOL
7) He is loyal to his friend (Please refer to the movie The Other Hyourinmaru).
8) He has the coolest Bankai in Soul Society.
9) He speaks in cool voice.
10) He trusts in his Vice Captain, Matsumoto.
11) He has a cool white hair.
12) You name it.

There are so many that I can actually give but apparently, my brain is not functioning properly. LOL. So, if you have a crush on Ichigo, or Byakuya, or even Rukia, here's my advice: PLEASE CHANGE IT TO HITSUGAYA. xD