Alright guys, here goes the things that I wanted to say last night.
To be honest, I never expected a surprise party like that. I predicted you guys were coming but when the clock struck 11, I was kinda disappointed cause I thought you guys were really not coming and therefore, I already had no hope that you guys were coming. But then, when you guys appeared, I had a strange feeling. It was not happy, neither surprise. The feeling was just so indescribable. It was like you were looking for a rain in a drought and the rain finally came. It was that kind of feeling to me and I was really really touched by what you guys have done to me not just last night, but the whole 5 years that we have been through together.
As I said, a friend is easy to find, but a friend who knows your heart and understands you is NEVER easy to be found and I am feeling so lucky and so glad that I have found myself not only one, but a BUNCH of good friends revolving around my life. Last night, I was really really happy that you guys had such an intention of celebrating with me but at the same time, I was also thinking that I may have failed you guys as the good friends of mine. The reason why I'm saying this is because I never should have judged that you guys were a disappointment by thinking that you guys were not coming and therefore, I hereby apologise for thinking that and I truly hope that you guys don't mind that. But anyway, making me to feel disappointed was also one of you guys' intentions, right? xD! And the presents are just so lovely. I had a hard time to carry out all the presents from my car to my room cause there were just too many and too big in size and my staircase is not that big. LOL! But anyway, thank you for the presents! They made my day!
It's been 5 years, some 3 or 4 years. But never mind that. 5 years, in this not so long and not so short 5 years, tons of things happened between us. Even though part of the things that happened was a so-called tragedy, but I'm sure that there are still things that we enjoyed and cherish all the time. The time when we celebrated each other's birthday, the time when we went Sunway Lagoon, the time when we still dunggu dunggu/nerdy, they were really really a precious time and I'm sure this moment of our lives has left a mark in all of our memories. But at the same time, we must also acknowledge that high school is now finally over, which also means it's the day for us to be separated has also finally come. But don't mistaken that. We may be separated in many different directions like different colleges, different environment, but the bond between us will NEVER EVER be separated because it's just there and this is the thing that always puts a smile on my face whenever I think about it. Therefore, I thank you for appearing in my life and making me a better person today. Without you guys, there is no possibility that my life will be filled with so many great things!
Next, I feel kinda sorry to Jun Mun for leaving him behind yesterday. What can I say? Hmm.. I don't know why, but you are the kind of person that makes me feel secured when I'm with you. Maybe it's because of your humorous personality. You are always acting tough in front of us and as a result of that, many of us don't see what's truly inside you. I, for now, even though I've known you for about 5 years, I still can't call myself as a good friend of yours because I don't really know what kind of person you truly are and I am feeling so ashamed of that. Sometimes I just want to have a heart-to-heart conversation with you but I hesitate all the time. Maybe it's because I'm afraid that the true you is not what I always expect out of you and I just don't find the courage to find it out. When we were at Penang, I wanted to make our bond stronger by not just joking around, but having a conversation which will make me totally know who you really and truly are but I did not due to our lack of understanding towards each other. Therefore, this is an apology from me for leaving you behind all the time and I hope you had a great night with us last night. Thank you for everything you have done especially in P2. You have made me come to a realisation that you are different now from what you were last time. Thank you so much for trying so hard to make P2 as an active Phoenix! At the same time, I promise I will also do my best in pushing P4 into the front line and I will bring what I've learned in P2 to my new environment! Thanks a lot!
And now, Carolynn. First of all, I was shocked that you added me in Facebook again. I hesitated whether to accept you or not because I just don't want both of us to be hurt again and again. What you said is right, we have been so busy being angry at each other and that we just don't find a chance to talk to each other about that issue. Now, we are no longer in high school, which also means we have already moved on a step closer to the society. Therefore, we shall not be that childish and naive anymore by being angry at each other like kids. I now apologise for every word or every move that I've made that might have hurt you and same as you, I hope you can forgive me from all of it. Thanks for being such a great person to me and tell you a little secret. Sometimes you are the kind of person that I would look up to even though I hated you. But now, everything is finally over now and I hope that we will still be good friends no matter what happens next. Thank you for what you have done! Ohya! And that Katy Perry album is just so awesome. Even though it's not Gaga's, but yeah. Katy Perry is good enough. Thank you! =D
Next, my jimui/hengdai, ZO EE & THOMAS! First of all, the post is not suck at all. It actually touched my heart deeply. Even though the video quality is not that good, but what matters is the heart that you put into it! It's the HEART that counts! Therefore, thank you for putting so much effort and time in creating that post and I love it sooooooo much! You and Thomas are always the person that I can always talk to and we have been through so much not just in school, but as well as in Gakkai. People don't see the 3 of us as just friends, but BEST friends because we have shown a great bond between us to the people around us. Even though sometimes we may quarrel with each other, but that is what makes us closer. Together, we shall continue to strive even harder not just in our colleges or universities, what's most important is we must contribute as much as we can to our Gakkai. Like what Sensei said, this is the time where the youth blooms into a flower that brings hope and joy to the world! Therefore, let's continue working harder and harder for kosen-rufu! =D
For the rest, I'm so sorry that I can no longer update about each of you one by one. But let me remind you, you guys are the best among the best friends in the world! All that I can say is thank you for accompanying me in this 5 years and I am so sorry if I ever have hurt you unintentionally or indirectly! Thank you for the awesome surprise party. I was delighted with the surprise, the presents, the people and everything!
Lastly, I hope that all of us will achieve a good result in SPM and for that, let's work hard together for our own future! We shall meet up again somewhere, someday and I'm longing for the arrival of that day!
THANK YOU.
Monday, February 28, 2011
Best day, ever.
WAHLIAO! Never expected that there were so many wishes on Facebook! Yes, I am showing off. xD!! And I can't believe that I actually had the mood to reply each of them ONE BY ONE! =.=
And guys, I actually wanted to post everything about tonight, opps.. I mean last night when you guys celebrated for me de. But as you can see, it's late at night now, in fact, it's a freaking 3.14a.m now and I'm exhausted! Will update tomorrow, k? Be patient~ xD
And guys, I actually wanted to post everything about tonight, opps.. I mean last night when you guys celebrated for me de. But as you can see, it's late at night now, in fact, it's a freaking 3.14a.m now and I'm exhausted! Will update tomorrow, k? Be patient~ xD
Sunday, February 27, 2011
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
I'll take your words and be gone.
What have I done? Why must you guys always tease me? Do you know it's extremely hurtful? I don't show my tears in front of you but do you know inside I'm crying? Nobody seems to see the other side of me and I'm so tired of wearing the faces that you guys always expect out of me all the time.
You don't have a word of asking me how I'm feeling, that's fine to me. But what's worse is that you even put knives in your words. I don't expect you to give all your attention to me. What I really NEED are the words that will make me feel SECURED. Unfortunately, currently I don't feel a thing at all but just whole lot of words with knives.
Yes, I know. I've been a useless person all this while staying at home, doing nothing but watching movies, going online, so on so forth. I wanted to work on weekdays but I did not. Did you guys ever ask me why? If I were to work on weekdays, who will be the one fetching mum and sis? I wanted to get my car license so badly a couple of months ago. Did anyone of you ever ask me why? It's because I don't want to see you being so occupied with everything! You guys wanted me to study Form 6 which I really really didn't want to. Fine. I did not argue A SINGLE WORD about it and I pretended I'm fine with it. Yes, I know. The family's finance doesn't allow me to study in colleges or private universities. I know that I have to understand this and I did not complain a thing about this to you guys by fighting with you guys over this matter because I know this will make your burdens ever heavier. I know. I know. I KNOW. But did you guys ever ask me what I truly and really wanted all this while? Is Form 6 really what I want if I don't show what I've wanted all this while to you guys? Really?
Of course, I might be a little lazy at home. Don't do a single house chores. Setting my ass in front of the computer all the time. I know. But does that mean I am not doing a thing? I sometimes even wake up early in the morning just to fetch sis to go to school. But you always say you'll fetch her. What can I do? Today, you guys asked me to clean the floor and I'm sorry. I did not do it nicely cause I did not put my heart into it. Just one time, you guys already blamed it on me and judged that I ALWAYS am like this. Did you guys ask me why I wasn't in the mood of doing it? Nobody ever asked me and there you were, judging me as that kind of person.
Yeah. I'm always like that. I always think that I'm right. I'm bossy. But nobody has ever noticed I have slowly changed. I should automatically do the house chores without being asked to do so. I know. Sometimes I do but sometimes I don't and I will slowly improve myself and I sincerely apologise for today. I just didn't find the mood to do these things today. But let me remind you. I am NOT always like that. I might be lazy but I am NOT the kind of person who leaves everything behind to you guys.
What I really want is not all of your attention. I just want the words that will make me feel belonged and secured, instead of words which are extremely hurtful. Take time to realise what's good in me, instead of seeing all the negatives side hiding within myself and you will discover that I am not the kind of person who you think I am all this while. And I'm sorry if my words ever hurt any of you. I have no intention in any of that. These are just the words that truly make me feel what you guys are like to me.
You don't have a word of asking me how I'm feeling, that's fine to me. But what's worse is that you even put knives in your words. I don't expect you to give all your attention to me. What I really NEED are the words that will make me feel SECURED. Unfortunately, currently I don't feel a thing at all but just whole lot of words with knives.
Yes, I know. I've been a useless person all this while staying at home, doing nothing but watching movies, going online, so on so forth. I wanted to work on weekdays but I did not. Did you guys ever ask me why? If I were to work on weekdays, who will be the one fetching mum and sis? I wanted to get my car license so badly a couple of months ago. Did anyone of you ever ask me why? It's because I don't want to see you being so occupied with everything! You guys wanted me to study Form 6 which I really really didn't want to. Fine. I did not argue A SINGLE WORD about it and I pretended I'm fine with it. Yes, I know. The family's finance doesn't allow me to study in colleges or private universities. I know that I have to understand this and I did not complain a thing about this to you guys by fighting with you guys over this matter because I know this will make your burdens ever heavier. I know. I know. I KNOW. But did you guys ever ask me what I truly and really wanted all this while? Is Form 6 really what I want if I don't show what I've wanted all this while to you guys? Really?
Of course, I might be a little lazy at home. Don't do a single house chores. Setting my ass in front of the computer all the time. I know. But does that mean I am not doing a thing? I sometimes even wake up early in the morning just to fetch sis to go to school. But you always say you'll fetch her. What can I do? Today, you guys asked me to clean the floor and I'm sorry. I did not do it nicely cause I did not put my heart into it. Just one time, you guys already blamed it on me and judged that I ALWAYS am like this. Did you guys ask me why I wasn't in the mood of doing it? Nobody ever asked me and there you were, judging me as that kind of person.
Yeah. I'm always like that. I always think that I'm right. I'm bossy. But nobody has ever noticed I have slowly changed. I should automatically do the house chores without being asked to do so. I know. Sometimes I do but sometimes I don't and I will slowly improve myself and I sincerely apologise for today. I just didn't find the mood to do these things today. But let me remind you. I am NOT always like that. I might be lazy but I am NOT the kind of person who leaves everything behind to you guys.
What I really want is not all of your attention. I just want the words that will make me feel belonged and secured, instead of words which are extremely hurtful. Take time to realise what's good in me, instead of seeing all the negatives side hiding within myself and you will discover that I am not the kind of person who you think I am all this while. And I'm sorry if my words ever hurt any of you. I have no intention in any of that. These are just the words that truly make me feel what you guys are like to me.
This is my now.
I am so grateful to be here. Thanks to my comrades for celebrating my birthday last night at Fook Hong's house / Shee Yan's garden. xD
Last night, I actually had a lot of stuff to tell you guys but my mind was blank due to some issues + it was late at night and everyone was rushing back home. Perhaps I'll share what I've learned all this while when I was with you guys someday.
Someday, yeah. We'll never know what happens next. We'll never know what the future is like. Therefore we shall cherish this moment right here, right now when we still get to do so. This is the most precious thing that you guys have taught me. Even though I'm now in a different Phoenix, but still, every little part from you guys is still within my memory and I'm sure, that will be the sweetest memory of all. Thanks for spending your time with me for the whole 5 years, especially when you guys are needed.
You guys are not just any comrades, but a part of my family. And family members are irreplaceable. Thank you for all you've done. =)
Last night, I actually had a lot of stuff to tell you guys but my mind was blank due to some issues + it was late at night and everyone was rushing back home. Perhaps I'll share what I've learned all this while when I was with you guys someday.
Someday, yeah. We'll never know what happens next. We'll never know what the future is like. Therefore we shall cherish this moment right here, right now when we still get to do so. This is the most precious thing that you guys have taught me. Even though I'm now in a different Phoenix, but still, every little part from you guys is still within my memory and I'm sure, that will be the sweetest memory of all. Thanks for spending your time with me for the whole 5 years, especially when you guys are needed.
You guys are not just any comrades, but a part of my family. And family members are irreplaceable. Thank you for all you've done. =)
Sunday, February 20, 2011
No pain, inside.
I am sick of living in a screaming and yelling environment. I've had enough. Sometimes I just feel like being a deaf person. Need not listen to your words which really and seriously hurt my feelings. I am now done. I will not fight back anymore. I will just listen to my heart whenever you're screaming at me with your words like knives. I will not be hurt like what I'm used to be. I must be stronger, than anyone else. Please forgive me if I ever ignore you, because this is what I have to do in order to secure and protect myself from being hurt.
It's all finally over now.
It's all finally over now.
Thursday, February 17, 2011
I'm on the right track.
It doesn't matter if you love him
Or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby
My mama told me when I was young
We're all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir
"There's nothing wrong with loving who you are"
She said, "'Cause it made you perfect, babe"
So hold your head up, girl and you'll go far
Listen to me when I say
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be
Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice your truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth
A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient
Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way
No matter gay, straight or bi
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive
No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave
I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way
Baby, I was born this way
Right track, baby
I was born this way
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, hey
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
And at last I see the light.
I can't believe that I actually cleaned my room. For the first time, that is. LOL! And it now looks so tidy and clean and fresh and nice~ xD!
And I am surely looking forward to this Saturday and Sunday's outing to Kuala Selangor with my SD comrades! Paintball! Team building! Steamboat! Fireflies! And it all just costs RM100, which is super duper worth it! But at the same time, I also sacrificed my so-hardly-earned RM100 and it makes me sad. But luckily, I still have some money left in my wallet cause my dad helped me to refill my car petrol! Woohoo! xD
Next, it's about my friends coming my house to visit. My HSD comrades, when are you guys coming my leng leng new house jek? And my Cool Gang-siii, when can we one family come my house visit jek? I wait until my neck become so long already you know? xD
Hahahhaa. Today I'm all worn out. Been cleaning my room for hours and I haven't had my shower yet, awesome. LOL! Guess that's all ba. I'm off to shower now!
BYE! =D
And I am surely looking forward to this Saturday and Sunday's outing to Kuala Selangor with my SD comrades! Paintball! Team building! Steamboat! Fireflies! And it all just costs RM100, which is super duper worth it! But at the same time, I also sacrificed my so-hardly-earned RM100 and it makes me sad. But luckily, I still have some money left in my wallet cause my dad helped me to refill my car petrol! Woohoo! xD
Next, it's about my friends coming my house to visit. My HSD comrades, when are you guys coming my leng leng new house jek? And my Cool Gang-siii, when can we one family come my house visit jek? I wait until my neck become so long already you know? xD
Hahahhaa. Today I'm all worn out. Been cleaning my room for hours and I haven't had my shower yet, awesome. LOL! Guess that's all ba. I'm off to shower now!
BYE! =D
Friday, February 11, 2011
Everyone's a firework.
Baby you're a firework
Come on show them what you're worth
Make them go "oh oh oh"
As you shoot across the sky
Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colours burst
Make them go "oh oh oh"
You're gonna leave them falling down
Boom boom boom
Even brighter than the moon
It's always been inside of you
And now it's time to let it boom
This song always cheers me up whenever I'm down. Thanks to Katy Perry for making such a great and meaningful song! =D
Thursday, February 10, 2011
True facts.
Firstly, I really feel very sorry for making you feeling like this, seriously. I know I have been rejecting your offers for a thousand times and now you're speechless about this and I can't help but feeling sorry to you.
I.. I'm different from you. You're grown up. You're allowed to go anywhere you like and spend your money anytime you want, but I can't. Today you asked me out and once again, I disappointed you. I am sorry. Sometimes I just want you to understand, that not every single one is as lucky as you. I have to fetch my sister back from school every weekday at 12pm+ and I have to work every weekends. So I told you I will be only free in the weekdays' evenings. And you replied, "Morning and afternoon only got student price, evening you go sing yourself la. ==". You said you already have no mood in asking me out again cause every single time I disappoint you. But do you know that you were disappointing me as well? By saying those words to me?
As I said, I'm unlike you. My family's finance just won't allow me to do anything I want. Do you think I don't want to spend money like nobody's business? Do you think that I don't want to everyday go hang out with friends? I WANT, too. But I don't have a choice, do I? Recently I have been working for 2 days and I got RM108 as the salary. You know how I finished it? Refilling my car petrol for 2 times. Just 2 times, RM108 is gone. Do you know how precious money is to me? Yesterday I went hang out with friends. When I wanted to buy my lunch to eat, I even hesitated. I lied to them that I have eaten but actually I haven't. Why? I was so hungry until I could swallow 3 plates of rice after reaching back home. Why? Why do I need to be so pathetic? Is this all I want? Really?
Secondly, my time is really all packed up. I wanted to find all my old buddies to hang out but I just had NO time. As I said, I will be only free in the evening in weekdays. So today, luckily, I had some time to hang out with my bestie. Do you know how BADLY I want to leave the house and do whatever I want?
I am not complaining about everything. I just want you to know what condition I am currently in now. I am not blaming you as well. I understand your feeling. Got rejected by me for don't know how billions of times and once again, I apologise. Maybe someday, when I get my salary then I will spend my time with you, k? This is the promise from me.
I.. I'm different from you. You're grown up. You're allowed to go anywhere you like and spend your money anytime you want, but I can't. Today you asked me out and once again, I disappointed you. I am sorry. Sometimes I just want you to understand, that not every single one is as lucky as you. I have to fetch my sister back from school every weekday at 12pm+ and I have to work every weekends. So I told you I will be only free in the weekdays' evenings. And you replied, "Morning and afternoon only got student price, evening you go sing yourself la. ==". You said you already have no mood in asking me out again cause every single time I disappoint you. But do you know that you were disappointing me as well? By saying those words to me?
As I said, I'm unlike you. My family's finance just won't allow me to do anything I want. Do you think I don't want to spend money like nobody's business? Do you think that I don't want to everyday go hang out with friends? I WANT, too. But I don't have a choice, do I? Recently I have been working for 2 days and I got RM108 as the salary. You know how I finished it? Refilling my car petrol for 2 times. Just 2 times, RM108 is gone. Do you know how precious money is to me? Yesterday I went hang out with friends. When I wanted to buy my lunch to eat, I even hesitated. I lied to them that I have eaten but actually I haven't. Why? I was so hungry until I could swallow 3 plates of rice after reaching back home. Why? Why do I need to be so pathetic? Is this all I want? Really?
Secondly, my time is really all packed up. I wanted to find all my old buddies to hang out but I just had NO time. As I said, I will be only free in the evening in weekdays. So today, luckily, I had some time to hang out with my bestie. Do you know how BADLY I want to leave the house and do whatever I want?
I am not complaining about everything. I just want you to know what condition I am currently in now. I am not blaming you as well. I understand your feeling. Got rejected by me for don't know how billions of times and once again, I apologise. Maybe someday, when I get my salary then I will spend my time with you, k? This is the promise from me.
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
Monday, February 7, 2011
Shame on you.
You're a disgrace. I wonder where does your pride go. Did you accidentally swallow it? Or you just simply threw it into a garbage bin?
One sentence for you, I pity you.
One sentence for you, I pity you.
Sleepless night.
I couldn't sleep last night. Thanks to the white coffee. =.=
Been rolling on the bed at around 3am for 2 hours after watching Naruto. Soon after, my mom woke me up at 6.30am to fetch my sis to school. So basically, I only slept for about 1 and a half hour. I am so proud of myself. Lol.
If I were to work today, I guess I would pass out in the middle of work. After being told by my dad that I didn't need to fetch my sis cause he was going to fetch her, I had my breakfast with my mom at 7am. After that, went back home and slept from 8am till 11am. Only 3 hours though.
And tonight I am just so excited! My dad is bringing us to Puchong to eat Shabu Shabu! Excited not because of getting to eat Shabu Shabu, it's because it's been a while since I had Shabu Shabu with my family and I surely won't miss the golden chance of sharing moment with my family during the Shabu Shabu session! =D
Anyway, it's just a short update. I'm off to shower now and I will need to fetch my sis back from school right after that. I guess this is what happens when you have your car license, eh? 24/7 driver. LOL. Okay guys. Goodbye!
Been rolling on the bed at around 3am for 2 hours after watching Naruto. Soon after, my mom woke me up at 6.30am to fetch my sis to school. So basically, I only slept for about 1 and a half hour. I am so proud of myself. Lol.
If I were to work today, I guess I would pass out in the middle of work. After being told by my dad that I didn't need to fetch my sis cause he was going to fetch her, I had my breakfast with my mom at 7am. After that, went back home and slept from 8am till 11am. Only 3 hours though.
And tonight I am just so excited! My dad is bringing us to Puchong to eat Shabu Shabu! Excited not because of getting to eat Shabu Shabu, it's because it's been a while since I had Shabu Shabu with my family and I surely won't miss the golden chance of sharing moment with my family during the Shabu Shabu session! =D
Anyway, it's just a short update. I'm off to shower now and I will need to fetch my sis back from school right after that. I guess this is what happens when you have your car license, eh? 24/7 driver. LOL. Okay guys. Goodbye!
Blea-ruto.
Now it's 2 in the morning and here I am, still. How awesome is that. Lol.
Recently been watching Naruto NONSTOP cause it's just beyond awesome. I'm slowly thinking that Naruto is better than Bleach. But I must be fair to Bleach also. Like the title of this post suggests, it's Blea-ruto (Bleach + Naruto). So I would say that both are still the best animes ever! xD
Anyway, this is just a short update. I am off to Naruto now. See ya when I have the mood to blog again. Byeee~ =D
Recently been watching Naruto NONSTOP cause it's just beyond awesome. I'm slowly thinking that Naruto is better than Bleach. But I must be fair to Bleach also. Like the title of this post suggests, it's Blea-ruto (Bleach + Naruto). So I would say that both are still the best animes ever! xD
Anyway, this is just a short update. I am off to Naruto now. See ya when I have the mood to blog again. Byeee~ =D
Saturday, February 5, 2011
Cherish.
Hello people. I'm back from hometown! Usually I would feel damn happy because I finally get to use my internet and online. But this year, this feeling of mine is replaced by sadness and sorrow.
People change when the time has come. I guess this statement is correct, eh? Even though it was damn boring during Chinese New Year, in fact, I even slept the whole day for Chinese New Year Day 1. But the moment of it is surely irreplaceable. Every laughter that I shared with my cousins and relatives, every moment was just so precious. And of course, I will surely miss my grandma. She's 80+ this year. I don't even know whether will I be able to celebrate the next Chinese New Year with her or not..
Haizz.. Jangan fikir bukan-bukan la. Afterall, appreciation is what we need. Appreciate every single moment when you're with your family, especially the old ones. Or else you will regret because when you want to do so, it's already too late cause your love ones are already gone..
People change when the time has come. I guess this statement is correct, eh? Even though it was damn boring during Chinese New Year, in fact, I even slept the whole day for Chinese New Year Day 1. But the moment of it is surely irreplaceable. Every laughter that I shared with my cousins and relatives, every moment was just so precious. And of course, I will surely miss my grandma. She's 80+ this year. I don't even know whether will I be able to celebrate the next Chinese New Year with her or not..
Haizz.. Jangan fikir bukan-bukan la. Afterall, appreciation is what we need. Appreciate every single moment when you're with your family, especially the old ones. Or else you will regret because when you want to do so, it's already too late cause your love ones are already gone..
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Back in mood.
I can feel that this is going to be super long. So to my dear fellow fans, get your eyes and mind prepared as you will be entering the life of the M.I.A (Missing in Action) me.
Well, where have I been in the past 1 month actually? I.. was here all the time, actually. LOL. It was just that my internet had some problem and I didn't go and fix it cause I'll be moving house and now here I am, in the new house which located in Subang Bestari, online-ing now and updating everything now.
Things changed in this one month. I changed my job. I shifted house. I lost contact with some of my friends. I had new comrades. Lots of lots of things happened in this one short month. I don't know why but I kind of miss the year 2010. Maybe there are still things that I wish them to be done by last year but regrets will not do any good, eh? Alright, I won't be talking about the sad cases here and now after I've been M.I.A for one month. xD
Currently now I'm working in Dragon-i at 1 Utama. If you ain't the person who can walk/run around for 10 hours, if you ain't the person who can tahan unreasonable/bitchy customers, if you ain't the person who can carry super heavy plates on just one single small tray, my advice to you is, DON'T WORK AT THERE. And this is no joke. You know why? For the first day I started working there, I was busy ALL THE TIME. Wiped the tables, refilled tea, set the plates, carried heavy plates and so on. The work was like just can't be done. And the worst part is, I had my super expensive leather shoes WET! The kitchen was so slippery and full of water like it was a mini flood. Somemore got one captain I really really beh song her. Kept on asking me go into the kitchen and take the plates. Dai lou.. You want to take you cannot take meh? Asked me go inside the super wet kitchen for don't know how many times. Zzzzz. You asked me go 2 or 3 times nevermind la. But you hor, asked me go in and out, in and out, in and out over and over again. I guess she just doesn't want her shoes to get wet. =.=
But of course, there are certainly good things about working at there. Firstly, you need not worry about your 3 meals cause IT'S PROVIDED! =D Secondly, all the supervisors + captains are very friendly there. I worked for 2 days only and I totally can mix around with them. =D. Thirdly, if you accidentally break any plates/fork/spoon, you don't have to pay for it, unlike some other restaurants where you have to bayar ganti rugi. LOL! Fourthly, you get to train your muscles especially your biceps and triceps cause you're going to carry a tray filled with whole lots of heavy plates on your arm. LOL!
Anyway, I think that's all for my job since I have only worked for 2 days. Will continue working on the next Monday. Next, it will be about my NEW house. If you guys ever noticed, I posted a post about my new house last year back in July/August. Shifted here for almost a week and everything is perfectly fine. It's just that the rooms are not tidied up yet, except mine, of course. LOL! My room is super duper leng with a holy snowflake plus some holy trees reaching to the snowflake. LOL! I guess one day when I get bored of it, I will re-paint it with my favourite colour, RED! Ohya, and open house will most probably be after Chinese New Year since some of the things are not settled up yet. And now, everytime when I want to drink water or get something eat, I will need to go all the way from 3rd floor down to the ground floor and it's tiring. LOL! But nevermind la, as long as I can train my leg muscles. =D
Ahhhh. I am getting so lazy to update now. Guess that's all ba. See ya!
Well, where have I been in the past 1 month actually? I.. was here all the time, actually. LOL. It was just that my internet had some problem and I didn't go and fix it cause I'll be moving house and now here I am, in the new house which located in Subang Bestari, online-ing now and updating everything now.
Things changed in this one month. I changed my job. I shifted house. I lost contact with some of my friends. I had new comrades. Lots of lots of things happened in this one short month. I don't know why but I kind of miss the year 2010. Maybe there are still things that I wish them to be done by last year but regrets will not do any good, eh? Alright, I won't be talking about the sad cases here and now after I've been M.I.A for one month. xD
Currently now I'm working in Dragon-i at 1 Utama. If you ain't the person who can walk/run around for 10 hours, if you ain't the person who can tahan unreasonable/bitchy customers, if you ain't the person who can carry super heavy plates on just one single small tray, my advice to you is, DON'T WORK AT THERE. And this is no joke. You know why? For the first day I started working there, I was busy ALL THE TIME. Wiped the tables, refilled tea, set the plates, carried heavy plates and so on. The work was like just can't be done. And the worst part is, I had my super expensive leather shoes WET! The kitchen was so slippery and full of water like it was a mini flood. Somemore got one captain I really really beh song her. Kept on asking me go into the kitchen and take the plates. Dai lou.. You want to take you cannot take meh? Asked me go inside the super wet kitchen for don't know how many times. Zzzzz. You asked me go 2 or 3 times nevermind la. But you hor, asked me go in and out, in and out, in and out over and over again. I guess she just doesn't want her shoes to get wet. =.=
But of course, there are certainly good things about working at there. Firstly, you need not worry about your 3 meals cause IT'S PROVIDED! =D Secondly, all the supervisors + captains are very friendly there. I worked for 2 days only and I totally can mix around with them. =D. Thirdly, if you accidentally break any plates/fork/spoon, you don't have to pay for it, unlike some other restaurants where you have to bayar ganti rugi. LOL! Fourthly, you get to train your muscles especially your biceps and triceps cause you're going to carry a tray filled with whole lots of heavy plates on your arm. LOL!
Anyway, I think that's all for my job since I have only worked for 2 days. Will continue working on the next Monday. Next, it will be about my NEW house. If you guys ever noticed, I posted a post about my new house last year back in July/August. Shifted here for almost a week and everything is perfectly fine. It's just that the rooms are not tidied up yet, except mine, of course. LOL! My room is super duper leng with a holy snowflake plus some holy trees reaching to the snowflake. LOL! I guess one day when I get bored of it, I will re-paint it with my favourite colour, RED! Ohya, and open house will most probably be after Chinese New Year since some of the things are not settled up yet. And now, everytime when I want to drink water or get something eat, I will need to go all the way from 3rd floor down to the ground floor and it's tiring. LOL! But nevermind la, as long as I can train my leg muscles. =D
Ahhhh. I am getting so lazy to update now. Guess that's all ba. See ya!
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