Words for you.

嗨~ 我又来了~ xD. 现在用华文来写部落格是因为不想给他看得明白。xD

Haiz..现在的孩子到底怎么了？怎么对父母越来越没礼貌啊？他们是生我们出来的人、抚养我们长大成人的人、给予我们爱心的人。但他们得来的竟然是孩子的不孝与高傲。你说应该吗？

今天婆婆只不过想出去新家看看，需要你来帮忙载，你就摆脸色给我们看。这还不要紧。妈妈听说你肚子饿，所以跟你说晚饭要准备好了。你竟然敢敢用无礼的态度对她大呼小叫，叫她不要吵，说你想要出去吃。虽然妈妈没出声，但你知道她掉了眼泪吗？是我亲眼看到的！你觉得让一个怀了你九个月的人，然后把你抚养长大的人流下这种心酸的眼泪应该吗？

还有，在载我们去新家的路途中，你比平时驾得更快。难道你以为我不知道你不爽吗？你有没有想过有两位老人家坐在你后面，把车柄捉得紧紧的，你有发觉到吗？就算你不爽，也不需要拿两位老人家所剩无几的性命来当赌注吧。这只显示你是个做事鲁莽冲动的人。

更令我觉得你无孝的东西是，当你在大声地跟妈妈呼喝的时候，你说你肚子饿，想出去吃，而你也不爽妈妈罗嗦你，所以叫她不要吵。但是就算你的头脑不能function properly了，你可否用你的屁股想一想，到底是谁搞到自己肚子饿的？是你！是你自己睡觉睡到四点多都不肯醒来的！原因是？在跟女朋友不懂在里面搞什么，我没眼看。难道你就不觉得羞耻吗？还有，关于你不爽婆婆叫你载我们去新家的事。难道你以为我想去吗？是因为婆婆叫我陪她去，我才去的！当时的我累得得不得了，但是我还是陪了婆婆去，因为我知道我陪她度过的日子已不多，所以我很珍惜和她在一起的日子。你呢？你有想过这一点吗？从来都没有。你眼里只有你自己。

我并不生气你。我只觉得一个人做人做到这种地步，实在是太可悲了。你自己好好地用你的屁股去想一想我所说的事吧。

Thank you.

I am so in the mood of blogging now! You know why? If you ever ask me, well, I don't know. It just comes naturally. Maybe below is the thing that makes me want to blog about so eagerly.

Sometimes, we may encounter various types of people in the world. People that you respect, love, like, dislike or even hate. Be grateful of all these kinds of people, even for the ones that you dislike or hate. THESE are the ones who make you stronger. Trust me, it all makes sense.

For that, I really appreciate everyone in my life, especially those that disgust/irritate me. I truly thank you for appearing in my life and this is NOT sarcasm. It's just simply a fact that I've encountered recently. I really thank you from the bottom of my heart. =)

And did you guys notice that I've changed a lot? Change as in to a better human being. =D I don't address people with vulgar languages anymore, isn't that awesome? =)

Stand up, my friend.

Recently there are so many problems occurring and they're not mine, but my friends'. Should I be feeling lucky about it? I guess I should. xD

Anyway, to my dearest friend. As I said, do not EVER, EVER give in to him. He's the kind of person who always takes things for granted and you already knew this bad attitude of his and why are you still giving in to him ALL THE TIME? He always complains about you talking to other boys and this is how he defines 'flirting'. Well, you also noticed that he keeps on talking to the other girls as well, is that how you define 'flirting' as well? No. You just simply don't mind. My friend, you've already gave in ENOUGH. It's time for you to STAND UP FOR YOURSELF and tell him how you feel! Instead of letting him handling things by his own ways which might hurt you.

He doesn't talk to you because I'm your closest friend? Well, I can actually tell him that I don't really give a damn about this. His jealousy just goes WAYYYY TOO FAR. He knows that you and I are NOT POSSIBLE. So why he still behaves like this to you? You think this is fair to you? You think this kind of jealousy is good for both me and you? NO. It just simply makes me disgusted by him even more as he's behaving like a woman. Why can't he just treat you equally like how he treated his ex? Is it because he doesn't love you THAT much? Is it because he's using you? I DON'T KNOW. But there is one thing that I must assure you. If this situation continues, there is NO DOUBT that you and him will ended up breaking up and YOU DO KNOW THIS. SO, WAKE UP MY FRIEND! I know it is hard for you to do this but this is what you have to do in order to secure and protect yourself! Stop giving in to him EVERYTIME and stand up for yourself and TELL HIM YOUR FEELINGS about his attitude. I'm sure things will change after that.

And to YOU who might see this. I am just standing up for my friend and I did not involve myself this time, since you've told me that you want to settle things between YOU and YOUR GIRLFRIEND because you detest middle-man. OK fine. Settle all by your own and if I see her still hurt like this, sorry my friend. I am going to DO SOMETHING for her as a FRIEND.

DONE TALKING.

Us boys have the finest architecture.

I can't help myself but keep on thinking that THIS SONG IS SICK! It's Peacock by Katy Perry. OMG.. the lyric is just so.. Well, check it out yourself and you'll know what I mean. xD

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock, your peacock
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock

Your peacock, cock, cock, your peacock

Word on the street

You got something to show me-ee

Magical, colourful, Mr Mystery-ee

I'm intrigued for a peek, heard it's fascinating

C'mon baby let me see what you're hiding underneath

Words up your sleeve
Such a tease, wanna see the show-ow
In 3-D, a movie, heard it's beautiful-ul
Be the judge and my girls gonna take a vote
C'mon baby let me see what you're hiding underneath

I want the jaw dropping, eye poping, head turning, body shocking
I want my heart throbbing, ground shaking, show stopping, amazing

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?

Don't be a chicken, boy stop acting like a beeotch

I'mma piss out if you don't give me the pay off

C'mon baby let me see what you're hiding underneath
Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
What you're waiting for? It's time for you to show it off
Don't be a shy kinda guy, I'll bet it's beautiful

C'mon baby let me see what you're hiding underneath

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock

Your peacock, cock, cock, your peacock

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock, your peacock
I wanna see your

Skip the talk, heard it all, time to walk the walk
Brake me off, if you bad, show me who's the boss
Need some goose, to get loose, c'mon take a shot
C'mon baby let me see what you're hiding underneath

I want the jaw dropping, eye poping, head turning, body shocking
I want my heart throbbing, ground shaking, show stopping, amazing

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken, boy stop acting like a beeotch
I'mma piss out if you don't give me the pay off
C'mon baby let me see what you're hiding underneath

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?

What you're waiting for? It's time for you to show it off

Don't be a shy kinda guy, I'll bet it's beautiful
C'mon baby let me see what you're hiding underneath

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock
Your peacock, cock, cock, your peacock, cock

Oh my god, no exaggeration
Boy, all this time was worth the waiting
I just shed a tear
I am so unprepared
You got the finest architecture
End of the rainbow looking treasure
Such a sight to see
And this all for me

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?
Don't be a chicken, boy stop acting like a beeotch
Imma piss out if you don't give me the pay off
C'mon baby let me see what you're hiding underneath

Are you brave enough to let me see your peacock?

What you're waiting for? It's time for you to show it off

Don't be a shy kinda guy, I'll bet it's beautiful
C'mon baby let me see

I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock

Your peacock, cock
(I wanna see your) peacock, cock, cock, your peacock
I wanna see your peacock, cock, cock
Your peacock, cock

(I wanna see your)
C'mon baby let me see what you're hiding underneath

So basically, this song is all about seeing someone else's penis. And FYI, beeotch = bitch. LOL

Speak now-ow.

Been listening to some of Taylor Swift's latest songs from her soon-to-be-released studio album, Speak Now. Well, the songs are not bad and I really like the album art of each song. Check it out.

Mine

Speak Now

Mean

Back to December

She looks gorgeous in these album arts, doesn't she? ;)

Spirit talk.

现在不知怎么的。突然很想把自己现在的想法分享给大家。可能是怕错过了良机，这个想法就会消失吧。而且也想用华语来表达出来。应该是自己英文的水准不太好吧！哈哈哈哈。

刚才在Man Yin 的家里开了一个会议。在那过程中，突然自己就苏醒了，就好像一个灯泡被亮了起来似的。原来一直以来，我都活在虚伪的世界里。就因为有这个东西的存在，搞到自己也变得虚伪了。Man Yin 说得很对。我们身为这个学会的一份子，不但只是不能做坏事，但我们也需要做好事。大家有听过《火车的故事》吗？它的故事是这样的。

从前有一个小男孩。他在火车里看见了一块石头。但他并没有把那块石头给搬走，因为他认为石头不是他放的。过后，那列火车就因为这块石头而发生了意外。这个故事教导我们， 虽然那男孩没有做坏事，但他也没有做过一件好事！所以，我们必须以善攻恶，就像Man Yin 所说的。恶，随时都会过来攻击我们。但是，恶，是永远都不会打败善的！

还有，刚才被Man Yin 讲了几句，自己都已开始反省了。佛法并不是一个随随便便的东西，它其实是很严格的。所以，身为会长的弟子的我们，一定要好好地反省自己！也要好好地做好广宣流布，以致能培育更多的弟子与达到世界和平的目标！为了这个重大的目标，我们一定要好好地与外人交流与对话。因为只有通过对话，我们才能把这佛法给宣传至世界各地，宣传我们佛法的五大宗旨！

Lost in thoughts.

I couldn't stand it any longer so here I am. I was doing my Add Maths. There were so many questions that I didn't know how to do and I was panicked. Suddenly there was this feeling of mine that frightened me. I was scared, as I thought about my SPM, thought about my career and thought about my future. Pressures started weighing on me out of a sudden.

Faith, I'm losing it. Self-esteem, I'm lack of it. Suddenly everything just lost in their directions, including myself. I'm lost. Lost and stuck in that terrifying moment. What should I do? I know Buddhism teaches me to have strong faith no matter what obstacles that I may encounter. But at that very moment, suddenly it all disappeared, as if they never even existed.

I'm so down right now and I can only express this feeling of mine through blogging. I'm seeking for guidance. Can someone please suggest me some?

It starts making sense.

I don't know why. I just have the urge to fulfill my desire of blogging today. Rarely I'll have this kind of desire as I find it.. well, kinda boring. Anyway, here I am, updating a little bit of the recent me.

As mentioned, trial is over and it's time for SPM and I'm 100% UNPREPARED. It's a scary statement as I, I mean WE only left about 40 days. In other words, it means we only have 1 month+ to cover up everything that we've learned in these 2 freaking years.

But at the same time, when I come to think of it, it's actually not a bad moment of my life. Everyone in this world, opps.. I mean in THIS COUNTRY, has to sit for this examination sooner or later. It's just a matter of time. So why not face it sooner instead of later? And you can't really deny that I'm such an optimistic person. xD

Well, plenty of things are waiting for me to be done after SPM. Vacations, prom and many many more! I just can't wait until that moment of my life. I swear I'll enjoy to the fullest like I never did before. Alright, time flies. I still gotta wake up tomorrow morning to attend Andrew and Rachel's Wedding Ceremony. Congrats to both of you! Finally got married! HAHAHAHA and BYE.

Only guy in the world.

I had a nightmare. A REALLL NIGHTMARE! I dreamed of SPM was today and I had not studied a thing yet! And I still remember I dreamed of studying something to do with cranberries or blueberries, it's kind of a Chemistry sub-topic. LOL!


Ohya, I'm skipping Add Maths class and Physics class later. >.<

Sparks fly, it's like electricity.

Hello people. I haven't been around for quite some time and I'm truly sorry about that. Trials were driving me nuts. So yeah, it's already over and there's something that I would like to talk about here.

In this trials week, plenty of things happened to me and my friends. Well, I don't really want to mention what had actually happened. What I'm feeling about those incidents is truly pathetic, in a way.

Life in school is always a drama. A REAL drama. Everyone is being good and nice to you, but you will NEVER know what they are actually doing behind you. Sometimes your closest friend might be the one that hates you a lot, like REAL a lot, but you are just blinded by his or her so called sincerity. And obviously, I am NOT talking about my good friends. I know they are really my true friends. Friends who would cry for you, friends who would laugh with you, friends who would SACRIFICE for you. THAT, is how I define true friends.

Yes, sometimes friends might quarrel, sometimes friends might fight over some stupid reasons. But that's the POINT of having friends! No friends, hell no. No ONE is flawless. Name me who's flawless, can you? We could really learn how to treat people and encounter different kinds of people in this world by having lots of lots of friends. Good friends are the ones who quarrel with you, they are the one who voice out anything that's in his or her mind. I am not saying that good friends should quarrel, don't mistaken me. What I'm trying to say is, if one keeps everything to him or herself, then you will find it hard to have a really strong bond with this kind of people, as you can't and won't know what's truly inside them.

Well, what has brought me saying this? As I said, life in school is been like a drama to me. And yes, I am definitely involved in this. I fake, sometimes. I pretend. But my intention of faking and pretending is never bad. Sometimes people may be saying that I betray or forget about my good friends if they see me together with the other gang of friends. But I am definitely not. I know who are my good friends, and I know who are the ones who worth my trustiness and loyalty. Joining the other gang doesn't mean I'm not your close friends anymore. In fact, it means I'm trying my best to influence others. Therefore, please respect me as a good friend. I have my own choices to make and I'll be the one who's supposed to have this responsibility in making these choices.

Alright. Time flies. Guess that's it. Thanks for reading! I appreciate it. =)